KHAMOSHI…….

Posted: January 3, 2020 in Uncategorized

Ab toh zindagi kuch yun si hai ki,
khud mere shabd bhi mere waqt ko bayaan nahi kar sakte,
Naa jaane kyun rehte hai esi khamoshi ke shor me, ki,
naa toh ham kuch bol sakte hai or naa hi kuch chupa sakte hai…….(1)

voh waqt ke kaante fir se milte hai,
toh khud se hi kuch na kuch batlaate hai,
ki,
Ham toh har 24 ghanto me fir se ek ho jaate hai,
par naa jaane kyu inki zindagi or manzil ped ki uss tehniyo ki tarah hai,
jo aage toh badh rahi hai par naa ek nahi ho paate hai…..
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Ab toh zindagi kuch yun si hai ki,
khud mere shabd bhi mere waqt ko bayaan nahi kar sakte,
Naa jaane kyun rehte hai esi khamoshi ke shor me ki,
naa toh ham kuch bol sakte hai or naa hi kuch chupa sakte hai…….(2)
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Vo khamoshi ka bhi daur guzar jaayega,
Dard ko marham lagaane vo shor ka manzar bhi aayega,
tab khamoshi ka shor duniya me gunjega or kahega ki,
tumhaara toh waqt aaya hai,
par mera toh daur aayega….
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Ab toh zindagi kuch yun si hai ki,
khud mere shabd bhi m ere waqt ko bayaan nahi kar sakte,
Naa jaane kyun rehte hai esi khamoshi ke shor me ki,
naa toh ham kuch bol sakte hai or naa hi kuch chupa sakte hai…….(3)
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Bhigi aankho se muskurana kuch or baat hai,
Haste haste palkein bhigana bhi kuch or baat hai,
yun toh kahi hui baate har koi samaj leta hai,
par koi hamaari khamoshi ko padh le fir toh vo kuch baat hi or hai……
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Ab toh zindagi kuch yun si hai ki,
khud mere shabd bhi m ere waqt ko bayaan nahi kar sakte,
Naa jaane kyun rehte hai esi khamoshi ke shor me ki,
naa toh ham kuch bol sakte hai or naa hi kuch chupa sakte hai…….(4)
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Rehna chahte the unke saath par,
waqt ki majburi ne, unse dil se laga kar, rehne na diya,
Kabhi waqt ki khamoshi me chup rahe,
toh,
kabhi unki khamoshi ne kuch kehne na diya,
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Ab toh zindagi kuch yun si hai ki,
khud mere shabd bhi mere waqt ko bayaan nahi kar sakte,
Naa jaane kyun rehte hai esi khamoshi ke shor me ki,
naa toh ham kuch bol sakte hai or naa hi kuch chupa sakte hai…….(5)
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Har roz ham khudse hi kuch na kuch batalaate hai,
Vo yaadon ko pirone,
tarah tarah ke libaaz me lipte vo labz bhi kam pad jaate hai,
ab toh vo Manzar bhi kuch yun badlaa ki,
log pehle puch kar hamara haal puchte the,
toh ab vo chup reh kar hi hamaara haal bataate hai……
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Ab toh zindagi kuch yun si hai ki,
khud mere shabd bhi mere waqt ko bayaan nahi kar sakte,
Naa jaane kyun rehte hai esi khamoshi ke shor me ki,
naa toh ham kuch bol sakte hai or naa hi kuch chupa sakte hai…(6)…..
(3 times)

ONSH

Kaash…..

Posted: August 6, 2018 in Uncategorized

Jab bhi kehne ki koshish karta apne dard ki kahani,
Kyu vahi waqt par log apni mushkilo ka hisaab dene lagte hai….
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Kaash kisine uski baato ko Yun andekha naa Kiya hota….

Jab tak tha tab tak toh uske kabhi aane jaane ka haal nahi pucha par aaj Kyu hardam har Kisi se puchte ho k Kya hua tha usko…

Jaante bhi the k kuch waqt se vo kuch gumshuda rehta tha,

Bada hi chup chaap darra hua or sehma sehma hua sa rehta tha,

Kaash Fir bhi apne uss acche waqt me se kuch waqt uske bure waqt k liye nikal k puch liya hota,

K Kya taklif thi kya dard tha usse,

Kaash uski aankho me basaa vo dard uski muskurahat me chupi uski nami ko pad liya hota,

Bin vajah apne pass bitha kar Gale laga liya hota,

Toh shayad aaj aapka naam uski dosti k naamo me sabse upar k paaydaan par hota…
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Hardam aapke paas logo k bich rehne vaala kese hogaya tha gum apno k hi bich,

Dost sab sacche the past bas dosti ka risha saccha nahi tha,
Rishte toh sab apne the par Dil ka koi apna nahi tha,

Kaash usse puch liya hota Kya tha uske ye bartaav ka kaaran,

Kyu vo esi harkate karta tha jisse logo ne uski inn harkat ko aadat kaa naam de diya tha..

Kaash kisine Beth Kar uske aansuo ki vajah ko pad liya hota toh shayad vo aapse Yun bikhra hua naa hota…

Esa nahi tha k vo kisiko apna nahi maanta tha,

Kehta bhi tha Milne or kuch batane k liye Jo kisiko nahi bataya vo tumhe batane k liye,

Par waqt ki narazgi ko dekh Kar kaash kisine uske saath kuch waqt bitaa liya hota…apne har kaam ko akele chhod Kar uski dil ki tez dhadkano ko sunn liya hota…

Dosti or Pyaar ki aad me usne toh har lamhaa aapke liye kurbaan Kiya tha,

Par naa jaane kyu uski choti choti buraaiyon k piche uski achaai ko hi chhupa diya jaata tha,

Na kisiko vo uske diye gaye unke bure waqt me saath yaad na tha par anjaane me pahochayi Hui uski har uss chhot ka hisab rakha hua tha,

Is tarah se Par kitni aasani se uske sapno ki gaadi par apno ne hi rok laga diya gaya tha,

Dikhaave ka vo rishta dikhaa k bas apne aap ko duniya vaalo se acha dikhana chahte the… Kabhi apni dosti k vo dino me jaak k dekhte toh shayad aaj vo sacche Dil se Khush ho jaata…

Pata tha na aapko, ki
Kuch waqt se vo kuch udaas rehta toh tha

Kuch ulat pulat se sawaal bhi karta toh tha
fir uske sawalo ka jawab Kyu nahi diya,

Behlaane k jagah uske gamo ko duniya k saamne rakh kar zamana Kyu uska mazak banata tha,

Kehta tha k uske jeevan me bahot si pareshaaniya thi,

Par sab kuch hote hue bhi aapke paas, aapne Kyu uski madad naa ki,

Kyu uski har taklif ko , bas aapke saath pal naa bitane ka aap or duniya ek bahana samjti rahi,

Or hass kar tum keh dete k kuch or kyu baate nahi karta, ye duniya ka khel hai itna sa bhi tu kyu nahi samajta,

Kaash vo hasi k jagah ek baar Gale laga liya hota,

Roz tumhaare jaane k baad vo ghar nahi jaata tha bas sadko pe hardam apne aap ko kahi dhundhta rehta tha,

Apni hi padchayi me hasi ki roshni dhunda karta tha,

kaash ek baar chehre k bajaay uske dil ki taraf dekh liya hota toh vo aaj bhi vahi khada hua tha, aaj bhi vesa hi tha jo aapke unn pasandidaa dino me hua karta tha,

Kaash ek baar palat k dekh liya hota or dhundh liya hota vo insaan ko jisne kabhi Kisi se nahi par kuch vajah se apne aap se rishta Todd kar betha hua tha.

Chehre ki narazgi batlaati thi uske zindagi ki kahani,

Kis manzar se guzar raha tha, uss raste ki zubaani,

Kaash kabhi Samaj liya hota k Inn dino aksar vo sab se Ruth jaaya kyu karta tha…

Kyu vo baat karte karte yunn ruk jaaya karta tha,

Kyu uski muskurahat pe mayusi ka maahol bana rehta tha,

Kyu vo bas kuch waqt toh bina khaana khaye hi so jaaya karta tha,

Kyu esa lagta tha k kuch dino se uski aankhe soyi hui nahi thi,

Kaash uski thaki hui aankho ka raaz jaan liya hota…

Kehte the ki mera Kal or aaj me zamin aasman ka farak hai,

Mere bartaav me sach or juth jitna fark hai,

Kaash kabhi taane Marne k bajaay uska asli kaaran jaan liya hota,

Uska bita hua kal jaan liya hota,

Kaash apna Matlab parre rakh k uska saath de diya hota,

Kaash uski hasi k piche vo dard ko jaan liya hota,

Pata tha ki vo Yun logo se dur or chhup chhup kar Kyu jeeta tha,

Galti se hi sahi,

Apne Matlab se bhi sahi,

Kaash kabhi uska bhi haal puch liya hota,

Darr tha ki shayad 2 kodi se kimmat badh naa jaaye iski,

Kabhi kisine himmat bhi nahi di sangharsho se ladne ki,

Chala hi jaata toh uske Dil ko sukun milta or uski ruh ko Shanti milti

Kaash kisine usse Dil se ekbaar Gale se laga liya hota,
kaash kisine usse dil se apne sine se laga liya hota,

Apne saath hone ka dilasaa de diya hota,

Toh Fir usse yun aaj zinda laash banane ki zaruarat na padti….
kaash usse zinda laash banne ki zaruarat na padti….kaash…kaash…kaash…

ONSH

A Promise

Posted: April 6, 2018 in Uncategorized

[ TO MY MUMMA on HER EVERY BIRTHDAY ]

You are that every small reason that makes me smile,
And when you smile at me, that very feeling is so divine…

Every night your pretty face comes in front of my eyes,
To spend even a moment with you, I could walk for miles…
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Your smile is like the morning sun,
As for your faults, you actually have none…

You are so perfect to me in every weather,
I will always love you like no other…
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Mumma, I never want to lose you,
Because,
you mean the world to me
and My heart will always beat for you,..

in every season of rainy or heat,
Even if it is shattered deep underneath…
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The Lady / girl with beautiful eyes, living down my lane,
Always has a solution for my problems and pain…

You are the prettiest girl I have ever seen,
You, my angel, my little heart’s queen…
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You sparkle and overwhelm me,
With your beauty and love exclusively that insider you I can see…

A day away from you seems tragic,
But hours with you feels like a magic…
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Your lovely smile lights up my day,
It should always stay pasted there I pray…

With infectious energy and vivacious attitude,
You have turned my life out and I express my gratitude…
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I promise you,
That I will not let you shed a tear in hurt…

I want you to stay.
For it makes me sad when you are away…
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I give you a birthday gift in the present,
And promise you that we both will be together every year in the future…